It has been brought to my attention that I don't follow up on things I write about. I mention things that go on, but don't mention them again. Quite honestly, I didn't think there was enough interest to warrant it, but I've been told I should so I've decided to write a quick update...
On quitting smoking - I'm sorry to report that I've faltered and over the weekend bought a pack of cigarettes. It's been an emotional time for me and I've found it quite difficult to quit. I think the unexpected experience I had while under hypnosis may have caused it to be ineffective this time around and have made an appointment to go back to see him next week.
On the in-law's visit - It went okay. No problems. All I can say is that it was a VERY long 4 days. It's not that I dislike them - I just don't know them all that well and it's awkward when they visit.
On the entry about my old friend - I ended up giving into my guilt over the situation and called him. I was really honest with him and told him that the popular opinion was that if we tried to patch things up, he would end up disappointing me and that I'd end up hurt all over again. Then said, I'm not sure that's true and told him I'd like to give it a try and see how it goes. He seemed genuinely grateful and said he'd like that. We all met for drinks and it went as well as it could under such circumstances (Wayne still isn't very happy with him). We've talked a few times, but I have to say I don't think it will work out the way I had hoped. I think it's too hard for him to be around Wayne with things so different between them. I'm not hurt. It really has nothing to do with me any more.
On my sister's loss - The funeral was yesterday. The worst of it is over and I think she'll okay in the coming weeks.
On email remorse - I got response and feel better about sending it. It's a bit of a personal thing and would rather not go into it any further...
My in-laws just left after a five day visit. I don't mind it being a five day visit, but then again, five days of your house not being your own is always a bit unsettling and although I don't look forward to their departure when they are here, I can't say I'm sad to have things go back to normal. As a treat for my son's birthday, we took him to the Museum of Natural History in London on Thursday. He chose to go because we took him last year (he's been crazy about dinosaurs since he was three years old). They give out adventure packs at the museum which consist of a back pack, safari hat, and binoculars with an adventure to follow during their visit. The back pack has clues in it to solve a mystery. Last year it had a dinosaur claw, a tooth and a sample of dinosaur skin he had to match up to one on display. He had a great time solving the mystery and even remembered which dinosaur it ended up being. Last year's trip was wonderful. We walked right in,
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