What a trying few weeks it's been for me. I've been really busy with my beauty business which is good, but not great for my web design training because I just don't have the time to dedicate to it that I'd like to. Not to mention the fact that I've had some issues with my latest web project that I've been unable to resolve and it's done a number on my confidence. I'm really starting to feel like I have no right trying to do it professionally. I must admit I've avoided going back to that project for at least a week. I have an ad in the yellow pages that's supposed to come out next month, I think it's too late to pull it and I really think I've bitten off more than I can chew...
On top of that - I've had some family issues that have been really draining for me. I've taken a stand of sorts with my family that has taken more strength than I thought it would and although I'm really proud of myself for doing it - it's been a real feat to remain strong through it. The pressure has been immense, but I hope that in the end it will be worth it and we'll all be better off for it. The last few days in particular, have been arduous and I'm absolutely exhausted. This time next week, we
It's been a while since I blogged regularly. I guess I've been going by the rule - if you don't have anything nice to say - don't say anything at all. I hate 'woe is me' type entries and for the last month or so, I've been really down and haven't had anything good to say. I think it started with the news that Aniela (my fellow expat girlfriend) was moving back to the US and was exacerbated by the incident with Wayne's cousin and the flare up of my condition (along with a general feeling of homesickness & loneliness). I was really depressed for quite a few weeks there and haven't been doing much more than going to the gym and other random things to keep me busy during the day. I haven't even worked on my web classes (in any serious way) in weeks (probably because I can't concentrate when I'm in pain - never mind get very motivated). I'm not so down anymore. Maybe it's the sunshine. Maybe it's the fact that I'...
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