My walk to the gym was extremely unpleasant today. It's rained nearly every day since we've been back. It's not just rain - it's cold, huge drops of rain and heavy winds. I dreaded leaving the house since getting out of bed, and when the time came for my appointment with Dan (my friend & trainer), I had no choice but to face the elements...
I lost my third umbrella this season to the wind not 500 yards from my house and was forced to walk the rest of the way in the rain. I cursed to myself the entire way and dreamed of the day we can move back to the States - where I can drive myself where ever I need to go without having to face the weather except on my walks to and from the car!
It's been a while since I blogged regularly. I guess I've been going by the rule - if you don't have anything nice to say - don't say anything at all. I hate 'woe is me' type entries and for the last month or so, I've been really down and haven't had anything good to say. I think it started with the news that Aniela (my fellow expat girlfriend) was moving back to the US and was exacerbated by the incident with Wayne's cousin and the flare up of my condition (along with a general feeling of homesickness & loneliness). I was really depressed for quite a few weeks there and haven't been doing much more than going to the gym and other random things to keep me busy during the day. I haven't even worked on my web classes (in any serious way) in weeks (probably because I can't concentrate when I'm in pain - never mind get very motivated). I'm not so down anymore. Maybe it's the sunshine. Maybe it's the fact that I'...
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