A guy walked into a parked car while checking me out today. Is it horrible that it made my day? Hell, who am I kidding? It made my week! Granted, I was walking out of the gym, wearing a form fitting top and reaching back to put on my jacket at the time. Men and tits - they really make me laugh. Poor bastard did it right in front of a workman working on the building next to us. The workman called down to him saying - nice one! I kept walking, smiling to myself and pretending not to notice. Word got around the gym and a little while later, my trainer txt me saying 'Good job, Hart!'
I've been feeling fat and horrible lately (still struggling to lose the last 10 - 15 lbs I desperately wanted to lose before I get pregnant). A couple of weeks ago, a random stranger that looked at my photo gallery on this site, emailed me to tell me I appear to have a weight problem and asked if I've tried weight watchers. She ended with - you have such a pretty face - it would be a shame for you to become obese. Obese?? Christ! I was feeling like crap about my weight that day anyway. Getting that email just made it worse. I responded to her by saying: 'Thanks, you're a real charmer' and left it at that. It wasn't what I wanted to say, but it wasn't worth saying anything more. After that experience, today's events gave me a much needed, shameless ego boost. Does that make me vain - yes. Does it make me a little bit sad - maybe, but I'll take it anyway.
I quit smoking when I moved to the UK, mainly because I promised my husband I would. I did it for him, but not because I wanted to. I enjoyed smoking. I missed it, but quit successfully for many years until I went through a stressful time and started again. My relapse lasted over a year. The whole time, I was ashamed of myself. I hated the smell. I hated how I felt, I hated the health risks and I hated my lack of willpower. I've known a few people who have tried e-cigarettes. I was a skeptic. I thought it was going from one habit to another. The people I knew that tried it, always had it and were constantly sucking on it. It seemed to me they were more addicted to it then they were cigarettes. I don't know any smokers that constantly had a cigarette in their hand. Then in January, I saw a piece about it on the BBC News. I watched with interest thinking they were going to say that they have found it to be harmful. What they said was quite the o
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