A guy walked into a parked car while checking me out today. Is it horrible that it made my day? Hell, who am I kidding? It made my week! Granted, I was walking out of the gym, wearing a form fitting top and reaching back to put on my jacket at the time. Men and tits - they really make me laugh. Poor bastard did it right in front of a workman working on the building next to us. The workman called down to him saying - nice one! I kept walking, smiling to myself and pretending not to notice. Word got around the gym and a little while later, my trainer txt me saying 'Good job, Hart!'
I've been feeling fat and horrible lately (still struggling to lose the last 10 - 15 lbs I desperately wanted to lose before I get pregnant). A couple of weeks ago, a random stranger that looked at my photo gallery on this site, emailed me to tell me I appear to have a weight problem and asked if I've tried weight watchers. She ended with - you have such a pretty face - it would be a shame for you to become obese. Obese?? Christ! I was feeling like crap about my weight that day anyway. Getting that email just made it worse. I responded to her by saying: 'Thanks, you're a real charmer' and left it at that. It wasn't what I wanted to say, but it wasn't worth saying anything more. After that experience, today's events gave me a much needed, shameless ego boost. Does that make me vain - yes. Does it make me a little bit sad - maybe, but I'll take it anyway.
It's been a while since I blogged regularly. I guess I've been going by the rule - if you don't have anything nice to say - don't say anything at all. I hate 'woe is me' type entries and for the last month or so, I've been really down and haven't had anything good to say. I think it started with the news that Aniela (my fellow expat girlfriend) was moving back to the US and was exacerbated by the incident with Wayne's cousin and the flare up of my condition (along with a general feeling of homesickness & loneliness). I was really depressed for quite a few weeks there and haven't been doing much more than going to the gym and other random things to keep me busy during the day. I haven't even worked on my web classes (in any serious way) in weeks (probably because I can't concentrate when I'm in pain - never mind get very motivated). I'm not so down anymore. Maybe it's the sunshine. Maybe it's the fact that I'...
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