Tomorrow is my last full day with Ethan before he starts going to school full time. Wednesday will be his first day going from 8:50AM-3:00PM. It's such a long day for such a small child. He's loving school so far, but I'm not sure how he's going to feel about going all day 5 days a week.
Today was my 2nd morning on my own without him and I couldn't believe how happy I was to see him walk out of that classroom! I really missed him and that was with him being gone just a few hours. I'm having trouble sleeping and it seems like every little thing bothers me a lot more than it should. I am slowly unravelling. I'm fighting back the tears as I write this. I just don't want him to go!
I am doing my best to not let him know how I'm feeling, but I think he's way to smart for that because every day I pick him up, he asks. 'So how did you do without me today, Mommy? You weren't very sad were you?' I always tell him, No, Baby, I was fine. No need to worry about me, but I missed you!'
Tomorrow I'm taking him to the book store to get a new dinosaur book and then we're going to go out to lunch together, followed by some ice cream. I told him we'll spend the whole day together. I'm looking forward to it except for the fact that he wants to learn how to take the bus. I on the other hand, could go the rest of my life without stepping on a bus and be just fine with it! Lets hope I can talk him out of it!
Today was my 2nd morning on my own without him and I couldn't believe how happy I was to see him walk out of that classroom! I really missed him and that was with him being gone just a few hours. I'm having trouble sleeping and it seems like every little thing bothers me a lot more than it should. I am slowly unravelling. I'm fighting back the tears as I write this. I just don't want him to go!
I am doing my best to not let him know how I'm feeling, but I think he's way to smart for that because every day I pick him up, he asks. 'So how did you do without me today, Mommy? You weren't very sad were you?' I always tell him, No, Baby, I was fine. No need to worry about me, but I missed you!'
Tomorrow I'm taking him to the book store to get a new dinosaur book and then we're going to go out to lunch together, followed by some ice cream. I told him we'll spend the whole day together. I'm looking forward to it except for the fact that he wants to learn how to take the bus. I on the other hand, could go the rest of my life without stepping on a bus and be just fine with it! Lets hope I can talk him out of it!
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